Attract Wealth

Funny, it was just a few days ago when I wrote here that i want to attract wealth, happiness and love.

Well, well, well, I saw this MONEY MAGNET at National Bookstore and the message is really great, it helps a person have a positive outlook in life and be inspired at the same time.

It contains a DAILY AFFIRMATION “As I see this MONEY MAGNET and as I touch the mustard seed, I am filled with brilliant creative ideas that will pave the way to a more prosperous and healthy life. Gof loves me and He trusts me as a responsible channel of His anundant blessings.”

A very nice message to share with others. Hope it helps and inspire those who read it. 

Attract More Of What I Want

Another week has started. Hopefully this week will be full of smiles and laughter. May everyone I encounter experience love and happiness. May all that I touch be filled with inspiration and hope.

If being asked on what I want in life and I’ll be talking in terms of material things, I like a two- storey house in Ayala Alabang, 2 vans, 3 luxury cars and a well established business.

I want to share everything what I have with those people who are with me while I’m achieving my dreams one by one.

I prefer to think of the things I like each day until the time comes that they are all within my reach. I would dwell on these things to have feel of it. Let me say this in one word…POSITIVITY.

May the good vibes, positive energy be with me and those who are willing to embrace it and share it with others.

Teach my heart to Forgive

There are many who bring out the worst in me. But i know these people are also the ones who make me shine since in this situations make me a better person everyday.

It hurts me so much when there are people who think sooo…. bad about me. They already judge me from the time that they heard what happen and of course…it is me who is always at the wrong side of the road. I am not perfect..I know I never will be… What I wanted is to be heard and not be always eyed as someone who has a big head and someone who doesn’t know how to look back and be grateful.

I don’t know what to think anymore. It seems that its getting too heavy for me to carry, when all I ever wanted was to help others and see that they achieve their dreams. Others think negatively about me… it brings so much hurt and anger in my heart.

Right now, my mind  and heart is confused since my feelings and rational thinking are having a battle of their own. It is hard to forgive when you think of the bad things done to you, but on the other hand not forgiving will not help me as well. It will make me feel heavy and burdened with guilt as well.

Lord God,

I know you are right my side always. You have been my guide, mentor, friend and savior. Make me see the light in the darkest days of my life. I’m starting to feel tired. Please give enough strenght so I can do my mission as you wanted me to. I am far from perfection, I know. But I wish to serve you in the simplest but most possible way that I can. I can’t serve you if there is still anger, hatred and unforgiveness in my heart. Touch my heart and make it full of forgiveness and love. Let this be my simple sacrifice for the continous recovery of my friend Ivan. Please accept my simple sacrifice for your greater glory. AMEN

Still Waiting…

Up to this time I still don’t have any update on the status of Ivan and how he is doing…. I don’t know  the stage and if he knows already, how sick he is. I’m concern about him because he is already a part of our family. It seems that I am the one who is afraid on how he will take it…If he will continue to fight after knowing the truth. I really wish he would fight because there are also many of us fighting for him.

Lord, I want him to fight the disease that he has right now. Make him strong by seeking you in all that is happening right now. Make him see that in this battle, you are with us and there are many people whom you have sent so that your presence will be all around him.

Please make those people who are helping him continue to be with Ivan through this battle. Make each person a representation of your never ending love, that everything is possible in you God Almighty.

I am a living witness of your goodness and miracles. I have seen the wonders that you have created because of your love for us.  And I know we will be able to help him because you are with us.

There is Always Hope

We just came for PGH to visit our friend Ivan. He seems doing well inspite of having 6 bags of blood he has been given today. The result of the bone marrow will come out on Tuesday, the type and stage of Leukemia that he has. Hopefully everything will be alright this Tuesday. I know that God is with the process that we are going through.

I don’t know whats going to happen next. He doesn’t know that he has Leukemia. The doctor will be the one to inform him on Tuesday. I don’t know how he will take it, but I really hope that he will do everything on his strenght to live. Because there are many people who love him and are doing everything to help him recover.

I also saw my cousin who is doing everything to support the case of Ivan. She looks strong but I know deep inside it seems hell since she has to wait up to Tuesday to know the result of the bone marrow test. She is a very strong lady and I am very proud of her. It takes enough courage and strength to still be up and fighting with the one you love up to this time.

PRAYER– God, in the midst of the situation now; we know that you are still in control. You are our strenght and our salvation. We will continue to fight with hope that at the end of the storm, there will be a sunshine full of brightness that awaits us all. Thank you for having your presence and love felt by everyone who has been united by this situation. AMEN

TEACH ME TO TRUST IN YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART

Being human, I tend to ask many question which no one can answer.Right now I have a friend who’s at the hospital with Leukemia. It breaks my heart to him suffer so much pain. And how I ask, Why God? Why him? He is still too young… the reason why I ask is not to challenge God but it is only in him I could find the answers to my questions.

My friend Joseph Ivan Onang is just 24 years old. There is still many dreams to fulfill, relationships to build and life to live. But right now he is suffering so much pain in the hospital. Honestly speaking, I don’t know up to when he will be able to take the pain he is feeling.

He is a very nice young man. I feel so sad for my cousin (Ivan’s longtime GF). I don’t know but I feel the pain she is feeling right now, seeing someone you love in a situation that seems a nightmare.

I trust that God knows what is best for Ivan, his family and my cousin. In a situation wherein everything seems so impossible, only God can make it possible. It is already in the hand’s of God what will happen next. There are still miracles that happen and I know that “God will make a way, when there seems to be no way”. I know that God works in instances wherein his wonders can be seen and felt.

“Please teach us to trust in you with all of our hearts, to lean not on our own understanding.”

Please Lord, please make him healthy again. Make the people around him strong especially his family and loved ones.