TEACH ME TO TRUST IN YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART
July 18, 2009Being human, I tend to ask many question which no one can answer.Right now I have a friend who’s at the hospital with Leukemia. It breaks my heart to him suffer so much pain. And how I ask, Why God? Why him? He is still too young… the reason why I ask is not to challenge God but it is only in him I could find the answers to my questions.
My friend Joseph Ivan Onang is just 24 years old. There is still many dreams to fulfill, relationships to build and life to live. But right now he is suffering so much pain in the hospital. Honestly speaking, I don’t know up to when he will be able to take the pain he is feeling.
He is a very nice young man. I feel so sad for my cousin (Ivan’s longtime GF). I don’t know but I feel the pain she is feeling right now, seeing someone you love in a situation that seems a nightmare.
I trust that God knows what is best for Ivan, his family and my cousin. In a situation wherein everything seems so impossible, only God can make it possible. It is already in the hand’s of God what will happen next. There are still miracles that happen and I know that “God will make a way, when there seems to be no way”. I know that God works in instances wherein his wonders can be seen and felt.
“Please teach us to trust in you with all of our hearts, to lean not on our own understanding.”
Please Lord, please make him healthy again. Make the people around him strong especially his family and loved ones.
