Anong Feeling? Kakaiba
January 7, 2010Hindi ko ma describe ang feeling ko ngayon. Sobrang para akong nasa ibang dimension na nakakamanhid, kakaiba talaga.
Madaming nagtatanong sakin kung hindi pa ba daw ako sanay pag nag- aabroad si Dean, isa lang ang sagot ako. I need to go through the same pain pag alam ko na mag aabroad na siya. Mixed emotions na naman ang nararamdaman ko. Thankful ako kasi may work na naman siya pero at the same time nalulungkot kasi matagal ko na namang hindi makakasama.
Buti na lang na may mga tao na andyan for me, laging nakaalalay everytime na ganito ang situation. My friends, family and relatives to make me smile everytime na parang naiiyak na naman ako.
My only weapon tuwing pinagdadaanan ko ito is PRAYER. I talk to God and ask for his guidance. I talk to my bestfriend and to the God who knows how to make me feel ok again.
I ask for blessings and his work abroad is a BLESSING. All I can say is that my God is the only one who understands what I am going through everyday until the day he comes back again.
Father, please be with Dean and I in this journey. I know that you will never leave our side and guide us to what you think is beautiful and nice. Its really hard but you are always making it easy for us. Thank you for the never ending love and guidance. You make this possible and you make things worth the wait.
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